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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
http://blogs.e-rockford.com/movieman/files/2009/04/x-men-origins-wolverine1.jpg pls take a look at that. That is my training goal for the year. Look at those shoulders. Look at those arms. That is training at its finest.
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10:17:00 AM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Oh well, haha I guess it's too sudden but I'll try to slowly work things out if she lets me. But always so busy! And sometimes dun even reply my msn or sms de... Quite hard la I guess.
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9:35:00 AM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
I just came back from watching CATS with my god sis sheila, and her bf. Just the 3 of us. Haha this musical was really not what I expected it to be. Because it wasn't really one of the musicals that was on my to watch list, I didnt really go and find out what it was about. Mostly it was introducing the different types of cats and the jellical tribe of cats. Its all about fictional cats and its really quite fun to watch. And this musical had a lot of song and dance, mostly dance. Very nice to watch. During the performance and especially the interlude, there will be performing "cats" that go around the audience and mingle around. Especially the interlude for up close pictures to be taken. Too bad I didnt get my camera. Its really damn fun to watch. After that we went over to boat quay or was it clark quay. Don't really know which is which. But we went to a China One club? And inside is what, all thambi and mat yo yo. Where's the china one in this china one? Anyway, they had great music tho, but the crowd was just wrong. Damn, I was forced to drink 1 and a half bottle of... BEER! All my hard work trying to tone away those belly fats just got harder. Gotta go for a run and punish those abs more tomorrow. Btw, I sent the message already. A confession message. Will update this blog when I get updated on the status. I seldom pray but now seems like a good time to do it.
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12:03:00 PM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
I've let myself forgive but I won't ever forget. But that's not the right play here. After I've forgiven and let the hatred and anger inside subside and go away, in its place came the warm fuzzy feeling of wanting to fall in love again. I don't think that's normally bad, but its not doing me any good either. Now I've this constant want to talk things out and see if it can work out, but I know its a little sudden and way too soon. This leaves a very bad feeling inside me. And what's more, without the anger and hatred, I can't push my body to the limit during training anymore. The spark and the power is no longer there. "You have very good moves. Your moves are very sharp and step in is nice." One of my seniors commented this about me. Nice to hear! At least I know that I'm on the right track. All the shadow boxing has not been wasted. Now I need to add in my power and combos into the routine. Then maybe, just maybe I can get a match. What should I do? I dun have any hatred left inside me. I'm running on empty. And I can't speak to the person i like either. Or at least I can't say the words I want to say
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7:42:00 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009
Audrey messaged me, wanting to meet up. She's troubled and stressed in school and needs someone to talk to. After all that's happened I should not care or be bothered. But I'm also going through a very tough time. Maybe I also need someone to talk to. From the les mis song of Javert's suicide And my thoughts fly apart Can this man be believed? Shall his sins be forgiven? Shall his crimes be reprieved? And must I now begin to doubt, Who never doubted all these years? My heart is stone and still it trembles The world I have known is lost in shadow. Is he from heaven or from hell? And does he know That granting me my life today This man has killed me even so?
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7:25:00 PM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Fall sick liao. Recently damn slack never properly study. Got a lot of things on my mind arghhhh... So troubled. I keep listening to the Les Misérables song, stars by the character Javert. The song has such interesting lyrics. Haha. Stars In your multitudes Scarce to be counted Filling the darkness With order and light You are the sentinels Silent and sure Keeping watch in the night Keeping watch in the night You know your place in the sky You hold your course and your aim And each in your season Returns and returns And is always the same And if you fall as Lucifer fell You fall in flame! And so it has been and so it is written On the doorway to paradise That those who falter and those who fall Must pay the price! --------------------------------------- Remember ah children, don't do bad things.
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9:30:00 AM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
These few days very tired. Even my best bro today say I look very pale at the gym lol. But I think my condition is quite ok already, I think its time to step back into the ring and fight. My stamina and strength is there already, now only need to practice more on technique... But that one can only practice with coach or while sparring. I find my strength training hit a wall. I can't increase or get stronger. Its very hard to overcome. Need to seek some advice from my other training friends I guess... Maybe i'm training wrongly. Today feel quite down... At least now I feel quite down. Dunno why. Got some things in my mind and got some things I want to do but I dunno how to go about to do it. Stressed.
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11:31:00 AM
Sunday, April 05, 2009
Wah, I was sleeping at 9pm then my friend just sms me wake me up >.< now cannot go back sleep! Later still got class 10-5. I like got class from mon to sun then next week mon to fri 10-5 lor. Gonna die of tiredness liao lol. But if I can I'd still like to send my friend off at the airport next thursday! Haha. Yesterday watched Shinjuku incident with CY and group. Not bad quite nice to watch le this show, 成虫 is no more some godlike hero with unstoppable fighting powers. He's just a normal person who got dragged into the mafia scene. Nice.
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9:26:00 AM
Friday, April 03, 2009
I just came home from bugis. Recently very sinful, after 2 jogging sessions with benedict. Wednesday we had steamboat and today we ate at fisherman's wharf opposite central. Today's studying was quite good, i'm quite confident for this year's exams already. Everything is on track, and still got enough time to study to make it for the exams. Quite good this year. When I was on the way back home, taking the bus... I look through the photos in my handphone. Those were the pictures that I took together with adeline when we were together. I realized that actually there's quite a few nice traits that I like a gf to have. The kind of person who is quite independent, dun always need me around. Not shy one as in first time meet my friends can talk and crap with them already. Actually dunno this is good or not lol, cause that led to the bigger problem. I dunno, looking back at the pictures, I really did have a lot of fun when we were together. But it's been nearly half a year already. I guess i've really let go and forgiven. I'm just like that... I'm not a person who can keep hatred and rage inside of me.
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10:13:00 AM
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